Thursday, March 1, 2012

a letter for someone special

I have a crush on this guy, who likes SpongeBob too and happens to have similarities with my father so I guess that's the real point why I like him a lot. Of course he doesn't know about it unless I’ll tell him, I want to but I guess it's not a good idea 'cause we are friends. I want to write a letter for him to say thank you for bringing out the best in me (literally) but having second thoughts because this might ruin our friendship. I’ll still write him a letter but will be confined in the four corners of this blog site with a lot of hope that in time he might be able to read this.

Hi tough guy,

            First, I want to tell you that I liked you before we even met personally that afternoon on the month of December, a friend of mine way back when told me about how great you are as a person and from that day forward you gain some place in my heart. It is crazy but it's true you really caught me without knowing about it, I can't blame you for being hard on me sometimes 'cause I know if you only knew you'll not treat me that way. Then the liking become stronger than before because I proved that the guy in my friend's story really exist and I finally met the guy I’ve been looking for all this time. But I am not expecting something from you or even assuming that we are meant to be, I don’t want to be hard on myself thinking you can like me too (I am not the type of girl you will like for sure). I am letting God do the job because if it meant to happen it will happen but now I am enjoying the ride, enjoying hanging out with you, and really enjoying being friends with you.
             
            I want to say thank you for bringing out the best me, after I met you I’ve never been the same person I think you have this power of changing people from being good to being better. I will give you a hug when I ever get a chance there will be no second thoughts about it, I’ll hug you if there’s a chance that is my way of paying back. You keep me motivated day after day I don’t know what will happen if I never met you maybe I’m still a pessimist. I am very happy that you walked in to my life and add some colors in it I could not ask for more in my life because I have those things that I needed. Even if we don’t end up as a couple I’ll still treasure this friendship we have and forever keep those sweet memories we had, I can’t feel sorry and I will never feel sorry even we don’t end up together for I am blessed that I have known you.
          
             Please continue to change people for the better, I’ll pray to God for you safety and may he always give you strength and courage in spreading change. I can only wish your happiness and success I will not be surprised if one day you’ll become a millionaire, but make sure to stay humble and keep your feet on the ground. Seasons may change so do I, for change is constant and I may no longer like you tomorrow but there’s one thing that I’m sure of and that is I’m glad to be given a chance to like you. For now, I’ll be giving some of my time to you ‘cause it’s the best thing I can share with you, who knows maybe this seed of likeness grow into a tree of love! Thank you very much SpongeBob. :)
                         
                                                                                                                                                                                        Monica
                                                                                                                                                              
                                                                      

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